"bad weather"
You can grow accustomed to storms. Every night they shake our sheetrock, set the bricks trembling. Mortar remembers it is only sand. Our jaunty roof begs to be doffed. And I huddle within my frame with dread and an awful wish that the past proves its redundancies, that miles away the twister will drop- not here, not now when I have just remembered my own name. When the windows bow like Galileo’s glass I begin to pray to deities yet unnamed, beseech the clever stars that hide behind the churning ceiling. I confess that peace is not my plea, instead I ask for more colors, and a measure of strength to face the wind. The red oak fusses at my window, whines and scratches to come in. But it holds, this vine-covered house, stands on its wide flat bottom, a prairie boat anchored fast in hard white clay and history. Within I slip off my shoes. Tonight is not the night that I will walk on broken glass and wear the unmistakable face of disbelief . The thunder’s growl begins to lose step with the lightning. In the attic rafters sigh and creak like scrawny old men. I lay my head on the last damp cloud where dreams of whirlwinds and flying shingles wait. I sleep like a town wiped off the map.
© 2007 Dale McLain
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